The Wedding Poem

Yesterday,
God met us up in a sweet encounter.
Sharing days and laughters, we are bonded.

Today,
Woven by the love of God
We begin our journey of life together.

Forever,
Sweet and bitter
We cherish each of our steps.

We are...
Inseparable oneness made by the hands of God.

by me

Blessings are here already...

When he took the steps in faith, God really opens the way!
My wedding gown will be especially sent from Holland, by such a nice friend, Mbak Wiwin. I know many are yet to come...

I have started the preparation; making a guests list, listing some of the main things we might need! Phew... it is so not easy, but I am managing. In addition, whenever I am online, I try to collect different ideas from the Webs. Different styles of hand bouquets, hairstyles, invitations, etc. I found some really nice ones (just like the hand bouquet on the picture above) and sometimes, I get really bored trying to find nice things hehehe...

The wedding date!

We fought today... seems like it is just too hard for him to trust me. He won't listen to me, he prefers to hear from his church's friends. I feel I am untrustworthy any more in front of him.
When he said "I trust you!", I know he was lying! And it hurts to the bones to know the reality.

Father, I am too afraid... to be hurted again, to fall again from such high place. I don't want my wings to be broken again. Once is enough.

It costed me lots to ring him and to actually 'face' him. And he realised things and took the step!

01 July 2007 shall be the date!

Set the date, says The Lord!

During the Chinese New Year, my family (including Papi, Mami, Tante Audrey, Oma & Pastor Wilson) and I had good talk on our wedding plan.

My fiance has financial problem. He is a PhD student, whom getting scholarship, so we can't really expect him to have so much money to be able to travel around countries. From UK, he has to go to Beijing, picks up his parents and then fly here for the ceremony.
Yes, we have discussed between the two of us. We just want a simple wedding. No reception (yet). Just the matrimony. That is the most important thing to do. I want to put God in the first place in everything.
We plan the celebration, both in Beijing and here, will happen when we have enough funding to do so. What about registration? Since the byrocracy here is so complicated, we thought it will be best to register in UK. It makes things a lot simpler.

Back to the talk, Pastor Wilson prayed for me and our wedding plan. The Lord said, "Set the wedding date and have faith for miracles upon miracles will happen!"
Amen!
That is my faith!

Surprise call...

I did not expect anything special to happen yesterday for the Valentine's day. However, out of the sudden, he suddenly called.
It has been more than 2 months since the last time I heard his voice... Unknowingly, I missed that voice so much that it sounded so sweet on my ears; his laughters and his usual way of speaking. I still recognised everything, very much.