The wedding date!

We fought today... seems like it is just too hard for him to trust me. He won't listen to me, he prefers to hear from his church's friends. I feel I am untrustworthy any more in front of him.
When he said "I trust you!", I know he was lying! And it hurts to the bones to know the reality.

Father, I am too afraid... to be hurted again, to fall again from such high place. I don't want my wings to be broken again. Once is enough.

It costed me lots to ring him and to actually 'face' him. And he realised things and took the step!

01 July 2007 shall be the date!